Sigh. things just got a lil bad. i think we started off on a wrong note when she got back from hong kong. maybe she is still pissed with me after that incident. anyway. was out with baby on the 20th. i applied for leave so i could spent the whole day with her. everything was ok and all. anyway. i would usually msg her in the morning. saying good morning and all. and usually she would reply in the same manner. but i things just doesn't seem right. when i recieved her msg.
something must be wrong somewhere. but i still don't where the problem is. and there's this new guy called Ben. who she just knew in hong kong. its very obvious. that he is going after my gf. Well im a guy. and all the other guys out there would definately agree with me. I mean it is wrong for another party to interfere in other ppl relationship. its not right. not gentlement. i don do it if i know a gal is attach. Have some basic respect for the guy. and if just wanna be friends don't send msges like "i wanna make you miss me more" it maybe in a joking manner but i cant accept that. seriously. How would you feel if some guy tell ur gf that how wuold you feel? maybe im just thinking to much. or maybe i expect to much from this relationship. but whatever it is i gotta give myself time to digest. oh well. shall see how things go. anyway she'll be meeting him on sat. i cant believe i actually let her go. call me dumb. but still i cant be to over protective with her. i gotta give her space. but im sure. when im with her. i wont be dating some other gals thats for sure. oh well till den. OUT