MASCULINE


This the 'soldier's record book ,
Encapsules the duty of a soldier ,

Mohammad Azmi

RADIO

BROTHERHOOD

Ah bee
Aida
Amanda
Angie
Ardini
Danica
Dana
Farhan
Jia ling
Joyce
Lester
Melissa
Noelle
PeiYu
Rachel
Valerie

RECORD

January 2006
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
November 2009
August 2010


Friday, November 28, 2008

Hard Case To Crack


The title says it all. Day in day out. I've been thinking, and thinking deep. Colleagues pondered why am i stoning most of the time. Making mistakes here and there. Even the simplest of job i cant get it right. I'm not focus. Its happening AGAIN! The last time i felt like this was four years ago. I'm starting to have premature growing of grey hair. That just shows how bad things are for me. At this point of time. Emo you might say. Yeah thats the word to use. Emo. I just miss her. I simply do. I can say or do a million things. But nothing would change. Nothing. I guess its empty.

Till then Azmi- Out!

11/28/2008 11:54:00 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

FLASHBACKS


On the way home. I was smiling away. I'm not crazy or whatsoever. But a sudden flashback when i saw this couple. The guy piggyback his gf . I just felt kinda happy cause i manage to do that when i was still with her. But oh well. Till then.


Azmi - Out!

11/27/2008 11:31:00 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


Live life with arms wide open


I eradicate with a certain integrity of manifestation;
My allure is coaxing you to become a woman of elation.
This start of subdued anger and pathological euphoria's.
You're finding it increasingly difficult to still contempt.
The bloodlines of many a men are coming to an end;
You are unfortunately one of the liaison that pretends.
Unmerciful alliance between a treason so obscure.
My errors are your burdens and you live deterred.
Hollow minority's praying to some extent;
You never have gotten on your knees; You remain stiff.
Bliss is so far from you and you have no desire;
Pull from the bed of your hearts roots; Show them fire.
I ask you to give thought to surrendering your flaws;
You cannot be a god yourself and cannot have it all.
I struggle to find a way to show you the distortion;
Live your life with arms wide open; My love.


Till then. Azmi - Out!

11/25/2008 11:37:00 PM

In office now. Yeah kinda sneak out. Having this sudden urge to use the comp. Oh well. things are really kinda fucktup now. Yeah late for work as usual. Oh well. thanks to all my sleepless nites. And yeah kinda got reprimanded by my superior (which my uncle) kinda warned me don be late for work and all and yadayada. Work up on the wrong side of bed this morning. so everything else ard me is really gloomy and all. Oh hell! Gotta get my ass off and start work. Till then.

Azmi - Out!

11/25/2008 01:53:00 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

I've been feeling real moody lately.

The lack of motivations to carry on really kills me slowly.

Nothing inspires me anymore.

Nothing suprises me.

Nothing at all.

Everything else is just fading. Slowly.

Not sure whether it'll come back.

I've got to find a way out.

The year is coming to an end.

I do not wanna enter the new year feeling gloomy and unmotivated.

I need to start over again. I did it before. And i'll do it again.

Better, stronger and with more will power!

I shall, i will overcome this obstacle.




Till then. - Azmi out!

11/23/2008 06:01:00 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

Hello peeps! This blog has finally been revived! All thanks to my dearest JOYCE! She has put in a lot of effort to revive this for me. Thanks Babe! You've done a great job! Thanks a million!!! Anyway, till then.

Azmi out!

11/21/2008 12:59:00 AM