The night was terrbile. Filled with saddness and sorrow. I just couldn't help it. Tears just rolled down my cheek. Going through all the stuff i had from you. The cards, the words, the messages, the videos, the pictures and most importantly you. I'm truly sorry i didnt pick up your call. Not bcoz i was aslp. But i just didnt want to ans. I cant seem to let go of what i saw, what had happened. It's haunting me. Every single min, every single sec, even when i slp. I know im not the guy who you used to see in the past. I'm different. Behaving a little weird. I'm sure by now you've noticed. This is me. Love is my strength and also my weakness. The easiest way to break me down is to take my love away. As the title say, all hope is gone. And i'm lost for words right now. i've got nothing else so say. And the year is coming to an end. Still i wanna thank you once again. for you once brought light into my life. and if your reading this. I want you to know that i still love you! Till then, yours truly. Azmi - Out
