Wednesday, April 08, 2009

As the title says. I'm still in the midst of figuring what's wrong with me. Even though it's actually quite clear. I know what's the main issue. And it's nothing more but me, myself. Not you, not him, not her, not they. It's my sub-consicious mind who can't seem to stop and dwell in the current situation. Easy as it may seems to others. But its hard for one to focus and rectify it since i'm the affected one. Mabel once asked me this question. What do i actually live for? What was my meaning of life before all this? I kept quiet and started pondering. Till today, the question still lingers in my head. Then Farhan came along and told me this. What i don't know, kills. Which i think it's true. Maybe that is one of reason why i'm feeling such. I have to give it up. It's not me to give up without a fight. But at the end of the day i'm still fighting a losing battle. But it's alrite, not today, not this time round. So till then.

Azmi - Out!